Paths of Passion: The Power of Music

"I messed up so many times." That is often the first thing I find myself telling my bandmates and friends after a performance. Whether it is missing an octave, plucking the wrong string, or simply forgetting a note while trying to seem like I'm not nervous, the mistakes occupy my thoughts long after the applause. Yet, when I sit down to reflect on why Rock Band 360 holds such profound meaning to me, these mistakes pale in comparison to everything that Rock Band has given me. 

 

I started playing the bass guitar a short time into my Grade 9 year in Shawnigan. Originally having joined Rock Band as a piano and violin player with an interest in rock music, I wanted to explore my abilities further. So, that winter break, I went back home and bought the cheapest second-hand bass I could find online. I practiced the song "Begging" every single day as we were going to play it in Chapel. I recall being nervous that my bandmates would find my playing insufficient or that I would mess up during our performance. However, that was not the case at all. The bass started growing on me quicker than I thought and had become one of my greatest joys before I even realized. Music has been a fundamental part of my life ever since I can remember, but I never had the chance to share it with others that have the same passion before Shawnigan Rock Band. 

 

I probably would not have picked up the bass if not for Shawnigan. I would not have been encouraged to keep going if not for Mr. Hale. I definitely would not have enjoyed performing as much if not for the amazing people that do it along with me. I also wouldn't have to skip the song "Begging" every time it comes on now, but that is just one of the beauties of the dedication music requires. Of course, I have improved my musical knowledge, practical skills, and stage presence over the past two years, but when I'm faced with the question, "Why is Rock Band so special to you?" these are nowhere near why.

 

Over my time in Shawnigan, I have come to realize that being in a band often has very little to do with the instruments or the songs, and instead, everything to do with the experience. While playing an E instead of an A won't be something I still remember after I leave Shawnigan, there are countless moments I will hold closely to my heart. Our first "concert" in a very crowded and squished music building. Our birthday surprise for Mr. Hale when all of us were playing a different version of "Happy Birthday.” Our slightly emotional band conversation at the end of term, accompanied by a bag of nachos from the commissary. Our dance session to "American Boy" after our final concert of the year, and too many more to mention. Of course, we do bring up our old concerts and how "bad" they were, how inexperienced we were, or how embarrassing our band names used to be. However, while perfection is something we often seek, we can forget that the process is the most valuable aspect. Ultimately, each practice and each performance gives us a sense of appreciation for having the opportunities we have had, as well as a sense of appreciation for how far we have come.

 

Why is Rock Band so special to me? It's not just about the music – it’s about the people, the growth, and the shared experiences. The jokes during practice, the nods before count-ins, even the complaints during setup, all become part of the rhythm. For me, Rock Band 360 isn’t just an extracurricular; it’s a team, a family, and a space where I’ve discovered more about my passions and myself. I believe that 360s are the essence of Shawnigan, offering opportunities for self-discovery. Even if you feel unsure, take a leap and try something new. You never know, you might just find your own Rock Band.